29/01/2017 Why does this trouble me still? I give a burden to you and no longer dwell on it, yet as soon as I hear or see certain triggers the traumatic memories return. How can I win this war when dormant thoughts arise, unbidden, and there was nothing I could have done to prevent this? … Continue reading Memories
28/01/2017 Wave upon wave of pain crashes over me, a depth of sadness that I cannot express at the mere thought of his name. We did our best to save him, but at just a few days old his chances were slim. This cruel world has taken him away. As I remember, I feel so … Continue reading Fragile
18/12/2016 I am sorry I could not do more for your countrymen, that my best efforts were not good enough. That so many died from this awful disease that was widespread, yet I was safe. I am sorry that I was one of the last people to see the patients, rather than their friends or … Continue reading Could this be PTSD?